5 REAL Deathbed Regrets of the Dying!

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deathbed regrets of the dying: Don't let dream to travel or live abroad become your death bed regret.
The most dangerous risk of all– the risk of spending your life not doing what you want on the bet you can buy yourself the freedom to do it later.” — Randy Komisar

You Could Die Tomorrow!

When I was 21, my father walked to the grocery store like he did almost every morning to check his blood pressure on the blood pressure machine that was installed in the pharmacy section of the store. It was free to use.  I was supposed to go with him on that morning but I had stayed out too late with friends and was too tired so I stayed in bed.

He never came home after that day because just as he arrived, a robber was trying to escape with a bag of stolen cash.

Witnesses say…….”The thief jumped in his car and tried to speed away but Jean-Louis (my father), stepped in front of the getaway car in an attempt to stop the thief from escaping.” The robber didn’t slowdown and hit my father head on. The impact was so strong my father flew almost 10 metres in the air and landed on his head causing severe head trauma and uncontrollable brain swelling.

I never spoke to my father again.  He died three days later in the hospital at the age of 64 despite several operations to relieve the swelling in his head, leaving me and my then 14 year old brother behind and alone. Even though my father lived a very adventurous life, I always felt he was cheated out of his chance to do more and I have wondered from time to time what his regrets would be if he were alive today.

Expect The Unexpected

I never expected to lose my father so suddenly and losing him so violently has left an un-erasable mark on me that that has shaped and defined my life. From that day forward, I Promised myself to live my life to the fullest because death can happen any time to any of us, EVEN YOU! 

Top 5 Deathbed Regrets

I hadn’t thought about my father in long time until I read an article by Bonnie Ware. Bonnie is a former nurse who worked with the dying and as a result she spent a lot of time talking with her dying patients.  She noticed many of them shared the same deathbed regrets.

I’ve paraphrased the top five regrets according to Bonnie’s patients below.  After reading them, you may find yourself nodding your head in agreement to a few and wondering if you might also have these same regrets on your own deathbed.

I know I did and I also couldn’t help but wonder if my own father would have had any of his own deathbed regrets.

Paulo live your life to the fullest now not later


1. I wish I had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

Bonnie says this was the most common regret.  At the end of your life, it’s easy to look back and see how many unfulfilled dreams you have.

I can’t stress to you how important It is to honour or at least try to honour some of your dreams.

2. I wish I didn’t work so hard.

Many of the male patients regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence which caused them to miss their children’s youth or neglect their relationships with their partner and loved ones.

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep the peace or to spare other peoples feeling. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became or expressed who they really were.

You can’t control how other people will react to you speaking more honestly but you will at least have shown your true self and either raise the relationship to a new level or rid yourself of unhealthy relationships.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Many of Bonnies patients were so caught up in their own lives that they neglected friendships and eventually lost contact over the years only to find themselves regretting this on their deathbed.

Keep building you friendships and seek out new friends on a regular basis.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

Many people settle for the life they have rather than the life they want.

If only these people had given themselves permission to pursue their dreams or a version of their dreams rather than sacrificing their happiness and enduring a life they were not completely happy with.

Let yourself be happy. It’s a choice. 

What’s this got to do with travel?

I have lived abroad several times before marriage and kids including as a small child with my parents, as a teenager, as a young adult and as married woman with children (we moved to France for a few years).

My biggest dream was to pass on the gift and my love of travel to my children just as my father passed to me. I can’t explain it, it just is what it is.

I am very lucky that my husband shared my love of travel. Bu if he hadn’t I probably would have been happy and settled for some version of my dream like a summer in France with the family or another country or maybe not travelling abroad at all but staying within the US and Canada.

We can’t always live our dreams to a “T” but we ca at least live some version of it.

What can you do to start living a life with fewer regrets?

Whatever your dreams are……

  • Don’t let your regrets fester and grow.  Accept them and use them to propel you to make change and adopt new behaviours.
  • Live for today: You never know what the future holds for you so live your life to it’s fullest and if you have kids teach them the same with your actions not just your words.
  • Be Happy! You owe it to yourself and your loved ones to live your life in such a way that brings you happiness and joy. It would have killed me to know that my father regretted not doing something because he felt guilty or sacrificed for me. It brings me joy to know that he led a happy and fulfilled life.
  • Don’t let fear of failure stop you! Even if you fail or if you can’t achieve your full dream, in the least you need to try or try some scaled down version of it. Don’t let the fear of what might happen stop you. Imagine what could be if you tried!
Back to you. Do you have any regrets that you’ve been putting off?  How would you feel if someone you loved had a deathbed regret and didn’t do anything about it?
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  1. Hey Annie,

    I’m sorry to hear that you lost your dad that way. When things could have been avoided like that, it makes me sad. It’s terrible that things like that have to happen.

    You know I’ve read those five deathbed regrets before. I can’t remember where I saw them though. More people need to see those regrets so they can be shown just exactly what it is that is important in life. No one ever dies wishing they had spent more time in the office or earned more money. it’s about friends, family and living the life that you want.

    I love your message: live life now! you don’t know what will happen tomorrow.


  2. Ain’t that the truth! I can happily say that I won’t be regretting any of those top five, I’ve done a lot of the things that I needed to do and, like you, I’m continuing to do them with my family. I just don’t want to shuffle off, leave my beautiful kids and stop having fun, the world is an incredible place!
    Just do it, we never know how many tomorrows we have left ( bit depressing , isn’t it!)

  3. Hi Annie,

    I’m so sorry to hear that you lost your dad in such circumstances. Those robbers robbed more than money that day, I hope they were caught and had the book thrown at them.

    What regrets would I have? Ummm number 3 on your list hit me straight between the eyes. I nearly always bite my tongue when i should say what i think. My wife often points it out to me as my brothers and sister are exactly the same. We never confront each other as we should and allow things to build up until we explode.

    I have told her that I’ll work on that and I’m trying to do so…. I’m just waiting for an incident to pop up ;)

    Like many others I’d like to travel and see other parts of the world, there are so many beautiful places to see and I’d like to take time out and see them.

    Unfortunately that’s beyond my reach at the moment, but I keep dreaming and trying to aim for it by building a business online that’ll give me the freedom.

    My number one goal, that I strive to achieve, is to be able to buy a bungalow for us all to live in. That will then give us the freedom to live where we want to live and not where we’re told to live (social housing).

    Here in the UK we have some fantastic spots that I could see myself living in and being able to buy a property there to experience the beauty of those areas is what I’m aiming for.

    That’ll be my biggest regret I think, but I am trying to get there :)

    Thanks Annie

    1. Barry,
      I know exactly what you mean about holding your tongue until you blow. I struggle with that too not wanting to come off as a big complainer or nagger. It’s hard to find that balance so i hear you.
      I understand what you mean about travel not being in your reach. Heck, it may not even be your number one goal to achieve. For a long time i wanted a nice house next to the San Francisco bay and we got it for a while. Then we moved on. I think as long as you keep striving to achieve your dreams rather than letting them die a slow death you’re on the right track.
      Thanks for stopping by. Love the conversation you bring.

  4. This is such a powerful reminder to take action NOW and quit deferring our dreams. Such a sad story about your father. How difficult for you and your brother!

    I guess it’s all of these experiences, the heartbreaking and the joyful, that shape us into who we are today – and in your case you’ve seized the day and going after your own dream! Such an inspiration for us all. Thank you for sharing your story with us!

    1. Hello Sarah,
      I am so glad that you think this story will inspire people to take action now rather than deferring our dreams. That was my hope.

      I know a lot of us our pre-programmed from a young age to defer until later especially such big dreams as long term travel. We think we need to defer until our kids our gone from the nest. Even though i had traveled extensively as a young child I had been programmed to believe this too since i spent so much time living amoungst people who believed this. But in the end, it just took me believing in being my authentic self to achieve my dream. If more people would “just go for it” they might also feel this huge burden being lifted from their shoulders too.

  5. This was the part that jumped out at me: “But my biggest dream was to pass on the gift and my love of travel to my children. I can’t explain it, it just is what it is.”

    That’s our passion, too – not scrapbooking or sports or collecting things (not that those passions aren’t okay) – but travel. We’re hoping to be able to do a reboot sometime in the future – and taking smaller trips in the meanwhile. :)

    1. Hello Shannon,
      the wanderlust travel bug is a hard one to explain to some people. I am learning that some people never want to travel or absolutely hate to travel. It has to do with not being comfortable being uncomfortable… I think….

      Because when you travel, you have to deal with the unknown. Like do you tip or not, is it ok to shake hands, how to communicate without speaking the other language etc. I love this aspect of travelling, the challenge and the newness of it all. But it does take practice and many people who do not understand this also don’t understand why i would want to subject my children to this. Which to me sounds odd.. But i digress.

      So i totaly get that you don’t want to scrapbook and would rather travel. The heart wants what the heart wants. I have no doubt if you want to travel to re-boot that you will make it happen. If i can do it, anyone can do it. It just takes time, persistence and perseverance.
      Let me know if i can help you out in any way.

  6. Wow Annie, a deep post indeed! I guess I will regret not traveling the world, unless I do something about it and take a career break, Career? lol. You will be the first person I come to when I do it promise!

    This post really does make you reflect on life and how much it has to offer. I know we have to be realistic (or is that drilled into us) in what we do and how we do it, but I guess I’m good with 3, 4 and 5. Just what to do about 1 and 2 :-)

    A truly awesome post Annie, thank you for making me think about death :-D Seriously this is very cool! I’m going out to have fun now lol.


    1. Dan,
      I hear what you are saying about having the idea that we need to be “realistic” as you put it. When I first had kids I had this dream to continue travelling and had hoped to do it through work but that never happened so decided I would make it happen.

      As far as taking a career break to travel. well, i may be travelling and living abroad but I still work my butt off. I’m not loaded I just have chosen to travel while i run a business. As far as @2 go?es well, I know you work hard but from what i know about you, you are there with your family even if though you work hard. As far as #1 goes, well baby steps i guess. That’s how i’m approaching it.

  7. wow, i think this is the best article I’ve read from you yet. :) so real.. and sorry about your father.

    despite getting out of the rat race and living my life in SE Asia, which is part of my dream and intuition, i still struggle with points #1 and #3. But I like how you mention that it’s ok not to live your dream to a T, as long as it’s a version of it and you take the steps in that direction. That’s so true because our expectations may not live up to reality… and that’s ok.

    My mom used to work at a retirement home and she would take me there sometimes as a child. One of the patients that really stood out to me and I still remember was named Mary Parrot. She was probably the first to instill a bit of travel bug in me. She hared all these slides of her when she was younger traveling to Egypt and all these other places. It really seemed she lived a full life of no regrets! So I equated travel to ‘living without regrets’ :)

    1. Janet,
      that is so interesting how that this small moment of time with Mary parrot made such an impact on you.
      I bet you always had the travel bug in you or the need to explore new places and Mary just brought out what was already in you.

      Thanks for sharing Janet. I really enjoy your point of view and your stories.

  8. Hi Annie,

    Very sorry to hear about your father. It reminded me of something that happened to a friend of my family.

    When I was 20 two of my parents went to see a movie. They stopped at an ATM to grab some cash and a man put a gun against the head of the husband and told him to give him the money.

    He didn’t fight, just handed over $40 bucks but the robber shot him in the head anyway.

    It made his wife into a widow and his two daughters grew up without a father.

    I want to say that pushed me to do more but it really didn’t. It wasn’t until a few years ago that I really began making serious effort to live the life I want to live.

    There have been compromises along the way but that is always going to happen. I am happy to say I am actively working on doing the things that will let me live my dreams and not dream my life.

    1. Josh,
      I completely understand what you mean when you said that it did not immediately push you to make more conscious choices to live everyday to the fullest. Even for myself it wasn’t immediately obvious what to do with the experience of the death of my father. I wish it had too. In the end something happened to trigger you to start making serious efforts to live the life you want to live rather than just letting life happen. It’s a lot harder than it seems, i’ll have to admitt but with practice it gets easier.
      Oh, and about compromises, well that’s just life right?

  9. Annie – This is a wonderful post and I agree that we never realize and live the moment. Instead, we keep regretting and thinking of what we are not able to achieve.

    If we take one day at a time and live it out to the fullest, we can avoid all these “deathbed regrets” hopefully.

    1. Agreed Praveen, if we take one day at a time and really think about how we can live it to the fullest than we will avoid a lot of death bed regrets. The trick is to not let lifes little emergencies and daily routine make you forget to do it. I still have problems remembering this and have to be conscious of it everyday.

  10. Annie, You hit reality here. Sorry about the loss of your dad and how it happened.
    I grew up in a large extended family. I was so used to see people dying young and old as I grew up.
    I lost two of my friends at a very young age and this made me realize death can come at any time.
    I always thought about the last moments of life. What would it be like? Would I have regrets? Would I be content?
    I have given this much thought throughout my life and came to the conclusion that all the “stuff” that we are occupied with really doesn’t matter in the end.
    What really matters is love. How much love did I spread while spending time on this earth?
    Have I given enough? Have I been selfish to the point of working too hard? Not taking those precious moments for my family and friends to give them the time they needed? Have I held back on expressing how much I loved them?
    Those are the regrets I would have. So knowing this, I do shut the computer down and the phone too. I do make time for my family and friends, without guilt.
    But most of all, with those brief encounters of the strangers I happen to meet. Those chance opportunities to give a little smile to a person that seems lonely, to give time to my community.

    Bottom line, If I have the mindset to give of myself, I know I will have no regrets.

    Thanks for this inspirational post,

    1. Donna,

      You really have a great perspective. Especially when you say
      “stuff” that we are occupied with really does not matter in the end.What really matters is love. How much love did I spread while spending time on this earth.”

      Most of this know this but never really think about what matters in the end until something happens or we’ve experienced somethign to force us to realize that what we think is important now does not matter in the end.
      And i agree, smiling at someone who seems lonely even someone passing on the street can cause them to return the brightest smile you’ve ever seen. Thanks for sharing. As usual you bring so much to the conversation.

  11. Wow!

    I have tingles… reading those first few lines.

    So touched by your story and the courage to share this tragedy. I hope the pain and truth will help people wake up and realize…

    Today is all we have. :)

    1. Thanks Benjamin,
      I hope i inspire at least one person to take action now and not later. Glad i could make you feel all tingly… :)

  12. Hi Annie – great post!

    #5 stood out to me – people wishing they’d let themselves be happier.

    This is a biggie! And so tough! I feel that a lot of times people just go through life doing what others or society expected of them. School, job, mortgage, etc.

    I know now from experience that happiness is so closely tied to active decision making. When you step back and think about your life and what you truly want, often what we think is so important (car, house, etc) really isn’t.

    Being happy is about being intentional.

    Anyway, thanks for the reminders!

    1. You are so right Sean. Happiness takes intentional thinking and actions. It took me along time to figure that out. It’s a hard thing to grasp unless you’ve experienced it’s power. I know you and yours are all about intentional actions with your upcoming voyage to ??????

      Thanks for sharing.

  13. Excellent post Annie,

    Well, I can so relate… my father died in a car crash 5 minutes from the house at age 34. I was 5 and my brother 2. So I learned early on that your life can be cut short and you need to do what YOU want to do.

    So, basically that’s what I did my whole life. when I decided to move to the US I made that decision about 2 months before I hopped on that plane that brought me to New York. The rest is history ;)

    Thank you for this great post!

    1. Oh my goodness. 34 is so so young. I didn’t know that your move to the US was so spontaneous. You have quite a sorted past between painting, acting, immigrating to the us, internet marketer. Truly inspiring Sylviane.. thanks for sharing.

  14. Hi Annie,

    I knew your Dad had passed away when you were young but now I know how. My heart breaks for you knowing that he tried to help someone but that robber didn’t have an ounce of passion for a man’s life. I know how it is to know you’ll never have another day with him. I miss my Dad terribly.

    As you know though, having grown up with a Dad that had cancer since I was 2-1/2, I learned to appreciate every ounce of life. Whenever I was having a bad day my Dad would remind me that I could be laying up in a hospital bed dying of cancer so suck it up and get over it. It’s just not that bad and boy was he right.

    I heard something a couple years ago myself about people on their death bed and for the most part, they regretted how they thought at the time things were more important then relationships. We want our loved ones around us at the end of our life, you can’t take things wit us.

    But having those experiences and doing what you want now, today, that’s what’s important. I hear ya and boy do I agree.

    Your blog is the gathering place for people who want to travel abroad and have those experiences. Thank you for reminding us all of this Annie. Live your life with no regrets.


    1. Adrienne,
      Isn’t it amazing how death and illness can effect us both positively and negatively at the same time.

      The important thing is you learned a valuable lesson from knowing your dad had cancer from such a young age. It’s probably the reason why you are such a positive and up beat person.

      It really shines through in your writing and even when we chatted over skype. :) I love that about you.

  15. Hey Annie

    Gosh, I was really sorry to hear about your dad. That must have been such a difficult time and life lesson.

    The thing that resonates with me in your post is #2 – I wish I didn’t have to work so hard.

    When my son was born, my wife and I considered me giving up work to look after him. I even went as far as handing my notice in to my employer.

    But they persuaded me to stay. Something along the lines of you’ll regret giving up work, financially, as a man, and many other arguments. I guess I just wasn’t ready then.

    Roll forward 2 years, I was still in my job working long hours, as was my wife. The kids were in nursery and none of us were enjoying the experience.

    Then, we decided enough was enough and nearly 12 months ago I gave up work to look after my daughter. And you know what? I have no regrets about doing it.

    Thank you for such a wonderful post!

    1. Oh Tim,
      I’m so glad you shared that.

      Isn’t it so typical for people to share their desires or wants: in your case to hand in your notice so you can stay home with the daughter, only to get talked out of it?
      I know it probably took a lot of courage to go against the grain but in the end, it’s great that you are able to spend time with your daughter at home and be at peace with it. “no regrets”. You took a chance and in the end 20 years from now you will have lots of memories instead of just memories of trudging in the office.


  16. That intro was powerful. Sorry to hear your dad had to go like that.

    Every time I come to your blog it looks better and better. :)

  17. Wow, Annie. Thanks for sharing that–it makes your plea to live now even stronger!

    I love how you pointed out: “we can’t always live our dream to a “T” but we can at least live some version of it.”

    I think this is so important to consider. Yes, it may be a bit tricky (or impossible) for some people in their current life plan to drop everything and go traveling for a month (because their other dream is to have all of that security of a home and routine, schools, etc)…but they CAN bring their dreams to reality is a different form!

    1. It’s a hard thing to articulate isn’t it. I think so many of us feel guilty for wanting to pursue our dreams. But what really motivated me was how It comforted me to know that my dad lived his life to the fullest when he was alive. He didn’t wait. I knew at that moment that I didn’t want my children to feel sorry for me when i died.
      Plus, travel is something that brings us closer as a family. It really really does..

      tricky as it is to try to pursue opposing goals, it can be done to some degree.

      Thanks for stopping by.

  18. Sorry to hear about you Dad Annie.

    I guess I can well relate to such losses having lost my Mom to cancer a few years back. I guess certain things are just destined and meant to be.

    However, I do agree that life is to be lived to it’s fullest and with NO regrets whatsoever. Thus, we need to make it a beautiful one by living in the moment, living it in the NOW, which I know you do too. I love the way you travel and move with your family and that’s a great way.

    Thanks for sharing. :)

    1. Harleena,
      Sorry to hear about the loss of your MUM too. I’m sure her death has moved you in so many ways.

      And You said it so well. “Live in the moment”.

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